I’ve been sitting here trying to start this post… I guess writing about being stuck gets you stuck.
My hesitation is to try and spare my readers of a pity party. But I’m sick of feeling sick.
And I’m guilty for feeling that way, because in the grand scheme of life, my health is pretty okay. I have to remind myself of that when I’m feeling like a petulant child who can’t do what she wants when she wants.
But my main symptom is exhaustion and it’s like black, smoky hands dragging down my body and spirit, pushing me in this crappy cycle of pity and guilt.
Heavy, right? I feel like Tony Soprano…
Tony: Oh, Ma, you gotta stop! You gotta stop with this black poison cloud all the time! ‘Cause I can’t take it anymore!
Livia Soprano: Oh, poor you!
The pity party has ended. Thanks for coming!
44 x 44 – Stuck
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sucky! obviously, i don’t know exactly how you feel, but i KNOW the feeling of constant exhaustion and how frustrating and draining it is and how stuck you can feel. i hope you are able to get some rest and get some energy!
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Cyn Reply:
April 28th, 2010 at 3:36 pm
Me too. I need my “get-up-and-go” back! Thanks doll!
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oh cyn! you know i can relate … both about being sick and feeling like i’m complaining about it!
sometimes it just helps to let it out!! at least that’s what someone once told me! ;)
feel better and complain away!
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Cyn Reply:
April 28th, 2010 at 3:34 pm
Thanks Tracie! Means the world to me coming from you :)
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Sometimes you need to say it out loud for it to be real. There’s no shame in acknowledging something that isn’t shiny and happy. I love that you’re a real person.
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Cyn! So sorry to hear your down in the dumps! Will chocolate help? Ice cream? Maybe permission to loll around reading magazines? I’d make you some Meyer Lemon Lemonade if you lived…closer…
Take care!
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